Sorry to have ended on such a bad note, but now that spring break is upon me, I’ve had sometime to think about things and focus on things OTHER than school.
I’m not as affected as before. Although, a spark of thought does ring a bell once and awhile, but it’s not something I’m curious about anymore or wondering what’s going on. I think it’s starting to sink in that I really don’t care about it anymore. When people mention your name to me, I still don’t know what to say, but it’s odd..I feel nothing. Nothing at all, as if your name were just a hole in the dirt. It’s odd, but I think it’s a sign of moving forward and forgetting about the past.
Also, I had the chance to be reunited with some of the best people in my life and I’m so glad to be truly home. So glad, so happy. You’re slowly fading from my life and I don’t know how I feel about it, but I think it’s for the better. No one knows what you want and I’m not some person you can only come to when you need someone, but not even bother to wonder what’s been going on with everyone when you DON’T need someone. Wow, that last sentence has so many errors but I’m not going to bother to correct it.
I like to rant, yes. It’s an outlet, yes. And, it’s 2016, yes. Removing toxic people from my life is the goal this year.
